Resurface

I have discuss this topic before and will continue as my writing is based off of experience and my feelings on a topic. You can not allow people to take away your joy of any kind as its not worth it, especially when you can remove yourself from that negative vibes. In life we experience happiness, anger, sadness and even jealousy as these are just emotions we have acquired through every day living some can be controlled more so than others. In you day to day meetings with others there is an emotion felt and depending on the type you either want to experience it again or never. If you was with someone that brought joy that’s who you will always want to be with or look for those qualities. Where there’s good emotions so are the bad ones the one we have to learn to get over and hide deep within and our hopes is that they will never be stir up or resurface once again. Years can past and you can feel as if you have moved forward until someone say or do an action that start the pot turning and the bubbling and overflow. How could this be from what may seem like a simple action our word from someone but our minds takes certain actions and words as key to mean more or equal something. It’s like when you are being observed and they show you the picture of the blotted butterfly not everyone see the butterfly some see something more an emotion that was hiding. Disney world to most can represent good times but suppose something horrible took place there it would no longer represent happiness for you. It will lead to flash backs of times you wish you could have forgotten but now that they have resurface what the next step? If you was in an emotionally abusive relationship and you see something similar in your current one the first instinct is to run away from what you know as pain. Not to often will you stick around to see what might happens even if it could be different this time around. Life experience truly can control your outlook on what you allow to get close to you. At the same time you have to try and not let it put you back into sadness and that helpless feeling or even anger that needs to be release and is slowly building up in you. How to gather those emotions and but them back to bed once again and hopefully for good or can they really be deleted I think not. We can hide them but as they resurface once they will do so once again but you need to be prepare and stronger for the next time around. Whatever it maybe know that you can and will defeat it again it didn’t destroy you the first time so it’s not this time especially since you are more aware than before. ❤🙏

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