No what your worth and don’t let others put you down or even try to lower your self-esteem. When you surround your self with negativity you begin to become negative, leading to your dreams to slowly go down the drain. Take this time and pick your self up and know you can and will achieve! Only positive thought, as it will guide your footsteps into greatness! 🙂
“For I am the Lord your God, who upholds your right hand, Who says to you, ‘Do not fear, I will help you.’ (Isaiah 41:13 NASB)
We must learn to give all of our concerns, worries and heartaches over to God as he will see us through. In life it’s get difficult at times and even though we have faith and believe we still worry about things that are out of our control. It just prove how much of a control freak we are that once anything changes and we can’t change it back or fix it right away we start to feel loss and confuse about what to do. If God saw us through the last situation why won’t he see you through this one. He knows our wants and desires as well as what’s good for us. So lay back and trust him he got you today and tomorrow as long as you let him. Heavenly Father I thank you for your word and I ask that you calm my spirit so I will continue to trust you. Amen 🙂
When you finally wake up you realized that I’m gone and now you wondering how could this had happen. In a blink of an eye everything has changed and you wondering why you didn’t listen and be the best that she wanted you to be. She wasn’t asking for much just for understanding and love that she deserve you realize that now but it’s too late. Days and month pass and you can’t believe how empty you feel because you couldn’t do what was right you was given three chances but of course you thought it was a game but now you see yourself incomplete and want her back. She got tired of the merry-go-round as it was a game that was to insane for me tired of being dizzy so now the ride is done and you still there looking and wondering what happen. Life happen and I woke up and realize that this is not what I want or need. If life is going to be a circus guess what my friend I’m going to be the ringmaster of my life and when it’s time to end and the show is over you got your pink slip keep moving as this job is done and there are no openings that your qualify for.
God has given me a special gift, and that is why I have something to say to each one of you. Don’t think that you are better than you really are. You must see yourself just as you are. Decide what you are by the faith God has given each of us. (Romans 12:3 ERV)
Lord help me to find my gift and use it for your kingdom!
New York trains are filled with so many interesting people and adventures. Very rare will you have a dull moment. For your fare you will have a fashion show, talent shows, someone praying for your soul and snacks being sold what more can you ask for. There are varieties of music playing and someone singing or trying, gum popping, finger snapping and stories all around you some shocking and others funny but truly an amazing trip. This morning I heard these teenagers exchanging stories about being on the run and having been taser before and how it hurts. My mind goes like wow what’s going on here. One talks about the fight he had where he stomp the other guy face almost off with his Military style shoes and I look and say to myself what future do they have. The other saying he running out of places to hide in Brooklyn. The only sensible the thing that came out was the one that had mentioned fighting told the other turn yourself in as the more you run the worse it is and to try to get yourself together as there nothing on these streets. Yes a piece of wisdom came out hoping that he listen to himself and his friend wakes up before its to late and another parent has to be dealing with a loss of a child to the streets. Oh the subway filled with such diverse topics and people. The next topic was travel two women discuss their visit to China and was both surprise about Shanghai how it’s not a place you would want to go to. Found this interesting and started to wonder if its called shanghai because of its meaning as that a place of fights and high crime. According to one lady three weeks was way to long there especially after she got sick. Visiting the world is wonderful but being sick in a foreign land is terrifying as just trying to communicate and hoping their medicine agree with your body. Well that was my morning train ride that it inspire me to write this pieces I must say most of my inspiration comes on these trains not sure what it is that do it but it does. 🙂
Laughter is good for the soul and heart as we live in such a stressful society that so many of us are dying from our stressful days of work or other issues. If you can’t change it don’t stress it just pray for the change to happen or the patience and understanding to deal with it. Have a laugh today cause you deserve it! 🙂